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Sunday, October 4, 2009

Don't follow me I'm lost too!

Yesterday, I was fortunate enough to be able to attend a Justin Moore concert for free. It was lots of fun...it was my first concert ever and when I got home, I felt different. I don't know how to explain it and I don't know why but it was weird. I wanted to get to know Justin Moore and I guess be his really good friend, I seem to like to be people's friends. And yet I felt a little empty. It was really weird. I also thought wow, I just saw a famous person in person...he was approximately 50 feet from me. And yet in a way that still didn't bother me! Then today I got a call from McDonald's and they asked me to come in for an interview tomorrow at 5. And yes I did apply, they didn't just call me out of the blue. And if I get this job, I will be able to get a car and have plenty of spending money and I will be able to start putting money in savings for college, but at the same time I'm scared, lost and confused. I don't know what to do. I don't really want to work fast food but I've applied at 5 different places and McDonald's is the only one who has called back. I really want a car and to be able to have money to spend and save but I don't know what I should do...I guess the only answer is to pray. Russel M. Nelson told us today that pray is the best communication with the Lord. It doesn't even require hardware, software, or monthly service fees. So I guess I will pray. But I guess another question of mine is why do we feel like this sometimes? Maybe it's to encourage us to pray and to talk to Heavenly Father. Maybe it's that "spiritual heart biopsy" Brent H. Neilson talked about.

Well I think after writing it out I've decided what I need to do. I will pray. I am so glad that I was able to listen to conference today. It was a blast!! And I'm grateful for the opportunities that Heavenly Father gives me to kneel and talk with Him!!

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