Two roads diverge!

Today I attempted to stick to my schedule that I made for myself but it's 8:43 and I haven't even started writing in my journal or anything! But I'm going to make sure I get in bed on time because I want to be happy and not grouchy bc I'm tired! Anyways I have spent some time doing something productive...

I got an e-mail today from a college that as been sending me stuff since my freshman year. It is a really great college and it is known for it's medical education. Tulane Univeristy in New Orleans,LA. So I decided that I didn't have anything to loose, they are offering me a free application. I'm going to take it! I have no back up plan in case I don't get into BYU-I! I know I will but I will be prepared just in case! Now all I have to do is take the application to my counselor tomorrow and then everything will be ok! My application comes out for BYU-I on Thursday! I can't wait to fill out that application!

Today I was lost in reading posts from this blog called Confessions from a Mormon Bachelor Pad! I believe that it's real because I don't think guys could be that creative! (Not meaning to doubt you guys, you are great!) And since I've never dated anybody and I will be leaving for a place full of mormon boys I decided htat it would be a good idea to have an idea of how they think! And if I know what makes them tick then I won't try to analyze everything that a guy does! Reading this blog makes me realize how real they are. It really has changed how I see them, not in a bad way, just in a realistic way!! I love reading it even though sometimes they aren't the nicest!! But I really feel like it is a good way to prepare myself! If I hadn't read some of these things I think that I would've hated guys forever, I think!! I'm really excited for life and what's to come!!! And I recommend checking out there blog, just remember, they are being honest and it is anaymous! I appreciate their honesty, it helps girls know how their brains work! And that is a mystery yet unsolved my too many!!! hehe!!! Good night guys!!!