Snip....snip....snip!!!!

So this past Saturday I took an idea and put it into action!! I decided to chop all my hair off!! Now I know it sounds bad but it's really cute!! It looks like Kimberly Caldwell's hair!! It's a choppy bob...it's so easy to fix. I love it!! And so far it's a big hit!! I would upload picture of me now that my hair is cut but my camera won't work so for now you will just have to imagine it! I hope you imagine it in a good way!! Anyways, I love my hair and since I hadn't posted anything in a while I thought I would update you guys!!!

What people don't know...

Today, I was looking at my step-mom's facebook. And she has recently added some pictures to her profile thing. And one of her friends commented on the album, "aaah you guys look like the cutes family!!" I'm assuming "cutes" refers to cutest but Idk! It just made me think, it must seem nice and cute but you don't see the hurt and pain that is behind all that! When I was in 8th grade I wrote a poem about that! Their life is so easy, it's simple! They are complete, my little sister has and always will have a mom and a dad at home. She will never know what it's like not to, and I'm really glad, it's not any fun! But my step-mom just pushes my brother and I aside. We aren't hers and she doesn't really want us! I get that but her resentment impedes my relationship with my father!

When you look on the side where she has listed her children, she has her first born my little sister and then Myself and my brother! The thing that saddens me the most is that my little brother who pasted away when he was 6 months old isn't even mentioned.

I miss him alot! I never knew him though! The first time I saw him was in his casket! That sweet little boy! He looked just like a perfect little doll! For years after, I wasn't able to sing the song "I lived in Heaven" at all without tearing up! He was so perfect, he didn't even have to stay here! The best part about having a little brother who pasted away is that I know he is always looking out for me!!

Sometimes I wish my dad and step-mom would go through just a portion of the pain I went through! To know the hurt and complications that I have experienced due to the break of my old family and the formation of their new family! It must be nice to have "the perfect family"!

But despite all of the things I've gone through with my parents divorce and a mean step-mom, I will have a successful family. I will love my children the way mom loved me and I will take the things that my father took from me and I will realize their importance and teach them to my children! I can't wait! And maybe one day my dad will really realize how great his daughter is! I can only dream right!!

Get In The Spirit...

We won our first round playoff game this past Friday! It was FREEZING!!! Last week we had spirit week and I didn't get on the bandwagon. It looked really fun but I was way to self-conscious to dress up. But this week I'm going all out!! Tomorrow is Pajama party, Tuesday is decade day. But on Tuesday I'm going all out 80s style! I'm going to get an over-sized sweatshirt and cut the collar out and wear a ribbed tank top underneath and I haven't decided what I'm going to wear pants wise but then I plan to wear big hair and crazy make-up with wild earrings! Wednesday is old people day and Thursday is character day and Friday is the usual Black and Gold day! I don't really want to dress up on old people day and I don't know what character I want to be! If you have any ideas let me know! I want it to be fun, simple and cheap! It's going to be a blast! And I can't wait for the game this Friday!

But it's late and I want to start the week right! And I go to bed later and later each night so I want to start going to bed early!

Night everyone!

1001 things every teen should know before they leave home...(or else they'll come back)

I have this book called 1001Things Every Teen Should Know Before They Leave Home...(or else they'll come back). I was looking through it today and I saw some pretty funny things!!

• They should know to invest in an ironing board. It will keep them from starting a fire on the breakfast table and moving home!
• They should know that bleach is good at making things white. Even things that aren't white.
• They should know the prices in supermarkets are two to three times less than the convience stores. Of course, it may require shopping at an hour other than 3:00 a.m.

That's just a couple! If you would like more give me a topic and I'm sure I can find something on it! Somethings I think are common sense but some are really interesting that I hadn't thought of!!