decisions, decisions!!!

So I've been thinking about asking out this guy that I like. I've talked to my friends and they think I should. So today I planned this big game night/movie night at my house for next Saturday. Which should be fun! I really hope he comes!

I talked to Jake from MBP and got a little advice there! So I'm pretty excited! And by the way guys...I'm feeling deprived because you have posted a blog in a while!!

Today I stayed home with my granny and papaw. And tomorrow I'm going to write a children's story about a geriatric condition!! That ought to be lots of fun!! hahaha!!

We have 2 weeks left until Christmas break...I'm really excited about that! And I told you guys in an earlier blog that I was trying to get Rachel's Challenge to come to my school. Well it's been like 3 days and they still haven't contacted me back! I'm kinda depressed about that!

And it just hit me...I had to handle the most horrific situation in the whole world. So I live on a farm and so there are 3 big dogs that live here and they stay outside most of the time! And then we have cats living in our barn. We have more cats than the state of Rhoad Island probably! And one of our cats who is tame, her name is Oreo, has kittens every time she is able. Which means she just adds to the cat population and I'm sure they have their own city and I'm sure there aren't any mice within a five mile radius because the cats would eat them. Well this morning I slept in till about 11:30. My mom came over from Granny's house and she left just about as quick as she came but about 3o seconds after she walked out the door I heard my mom freaking out. Now if I were freaking most people would just forget it, like it wasn't even happening but when my mom freaks out the world stops because she doesn't freak out very often. So since she is freaking out, I'm worried so I hurry up and run out the door, shoeless in the snow and I ask what's wrong. The next thing I know my mom is at the steps to our house and she has a baby kitten in her hand. It looked dead. So I hurried and got her a towel and we wrapped it up and we were trying to nurse him back to life. As my mom goes to get something from the front of the house I was standing front of a vent trying to allow the heat to help it. But after a couple of minutes I realized that the kitten was dead. He wasn't coming back and since I don't handle dead anything well I brought him to my mom and asked her to check him. She laid him on the washer and kind of rolled him over. Since he was dead he didn't really move. That's when it was confirmed more than ever. His entire underside was up and we saw where he had a gaping whole in the back part of his underside. The dogs had ripped every bit of his masculinity out. That poor kitten died such a horrible death. I'm really mad at those dogs. But anyways on with the story. Since I'm such a baby I couldn't just throw the dead kitten out. I had to bury it! So I found a very old pillow case and my mom wrapped him in it and then we found a box and put him in it! Then I went out and brushed some snow out of the way and I dug a whole deep enough to bury him. That wasn't fun. Then I put him in the ground and covered him up! The whole time I was singing the song "God Be With You Till We Meet Again". I figured he needed a proper burial!!!

Hopefully, the rest of the cats are going to be ok!

Wish me luck with asking out my guy friend!! :D All will be well!!!

Night!

Rachel's Challenge

I've always loved the story of Rachel Joy Scott. I always wished I could hear the school presentation because I was so moved by her story. Well this year I'm the Beta Club vice president so I asked my sponsor about it. She loved the idea and said it would be great for the spring. She said "I love it! We can do it in the spring and you are in charge. You can make it happen" It's all on me now!! I can't wait!! I can do my own little part to change the world; or my small town! I'm really excited but kinda worried and stressed. I'm afraid I'm going to mess up but I won't let my fears stop me, I'm going to do this! I can't wait!